9 YEARS LATER

Soo after almost 9 years, i been playing Resident Evil 4 again this time in HD in order to have a fresh look at this cult classic and milestone of the videogame industry

I have to say i hate it

The storyline makes no sence at all and is filled with stupid jokes form the 80s. Characters like Luis Sera dont do anything while Krauser do a lot without any reason behind it. Theres big plot holes (and Darkside Chronicles dosnt count since it was released many years later )

While the characters looks good, all the backgrounds are terrible bland and empty, all pixelated and perpetually brown. Its looks horrible compared to Resident Evil REbirth or even Zero

See Leon runing away of a giant mechanical midget was much more painfull than seeing Chris punching a boulder

I know is unfair to judge a game after soo many years. But honestly i was shocked and puzzled onto how or why humans liked Resident Evil 4 soo much when back then there where much better survival horror games aroudn like Fatal Frame 3 The Tormented or Demento

After soo many years i still cant find any charm in this. Evene the soundtrack is boring

TALKING IN SILENCE

I have soo much to thank you for.

I thank you for getting close to me.

I thank you for trusting on my and give me that chance to meet you.

I thank you for being always there with me, even if you where far away i never feel alone for an entire year.

I thank you for bring a smile to my face every single day i read you.

I thank you for being in my dreams.

You give me soo much and you probablly dosnt even know it and thats why i am strugling to let you know the truth. I once said the truth to someone special and that only bring pain. I dont want to live the same with you.

I´ll try my best to be the man i (we both) want to be. If i dont grow up already, maybe is best to say good bye for good.

I saw on you something that wasnt there at all and i thank you for that as well. For being a mirror and smoke, an illusion, you reminds me i still have work to do and i should be ready for it.

Maybe someday i am able to tell you all this and look at your eyes. Maybe is the best you never know all of this…

I CLOSED MY FACEBOOK

I was feeling way too bad to see how incredible gullible and innocent i am and i was strike by a punch of lonelines

I been spending time with the wolf guy and hes soo awesome, just look at him makes me soo happy but i feel i bore him as well. Also i finally have the confirmation that he dosnt act all cute and charming with me, he does that to pretty much everyone soo i just saw thing that never existed in first place

I had the feeling it was like that long time ago but being reminded about it was quite painfull

Thats the problem, i am suffering for him and i shouldnt

Its probablly time to leave him behind and not see him again. I know is not his fault either soo i dont know if i should tell him how i feel about it or just let it be

And how can i told him? I need a way to say it softly and in control and preferable indirectly and i dont know how to say it nor wath to do

Once i told a friend i loved him and the consequences where awfull. I am not going to do the same again

I dunno wath i am expecting to post this in here....i am not exactly asking anythign special i just had to write it somewhere....

I just need to man up i guess and concentrate all my efforts in the things that are worth worrying about and stop thinking on men for good