I have soo much to thank you for.
I thank you for getting close to me.
I thank you for trusting on my and give me that chance to meet you.
I thank you for being always there with me, even if you where far away i never feel alone for an entire year.
I thank you for bring a smile to my face every single day i read you.
I thank you for being in my dreams.
You give me soo much and you probablly dosnt even know it and thats why i am strugling to let you know the truth. I once said the truth to someone special and that only bring pain. I dont want to live the same with you.
I´ll try my best to be the man i (we both) want to be. If i dont grow up already, maybe is best to say good bye for good.
I saw on you something that wasnt there at all and i thank you for that as well. For being a mirror and smoke, an illusion, you reminds me i still have work to do and i should be ready for it.
Maybe someday i am able to tell you all this and look at your eyes. Maybe is the best you never know all of this…