I was
feeling way too bad to see how incredible gullible and innocent i am and i was
strike by a punch of lonelines
I been
spending time with the wolf guy and hes soo awesome, just look at him makes me
soo happy but i feel i bore him as well. Also i finally have the confirmation
that he dosnt act all cute and charming with me, he does that to pretty much
everyone soo i just saw thing that never existed in first place
I had the
feeling it was like that long time ago but being reminded about it was quite
painfull
Thats the
problem, i am suffering for him and i shouldnt
Its
probablly time to leave him behind and not see him again. I know is not his
fault either soo i dont know if i should tell him how i feel about it or just
let it be
And how can
i told him? I need a way to say it softly and in control and preferable
indirectly and i dont know how to say it nor wath to do
Once i told
a friend i loved him and the consequences where awfull. I am not going to do
the same again
I dunno
wath i am expecting to post this in here....i am not exactly asking anythign
special i just had to write it somewhere....
I just need
to man up i guess and concentrate all my efforts in the things that are worth
worrying about and stop thinking on men for good











